Finding Comfort in Chaos

20 May

Wow!  Has it really been since May 6th since I posted?!  So it seems the rest of the world has been up to busy work too.. My friend Nancy over at Flying Yogini sums it up well today.  She says, “..somehow I manage to keep on plugging onward in every endeavor because this chaos is where I find comfort.”

Chaos?  Comfort?  They both start with C.  Same thing right?  “More power to you!” someone told me this week.  She asks, “How do I do it?”  Between teaching, commuting, two kids, a dog, volunteering, and now an official PTA board member at our school.  Well as you can see some things went to the bottom of the list (aka this blog).

Remember the angry birds?  That’s what started off this year’s birthday marathon and celebrations.   Here’s a yummy collection:

Mother's day: pineapple pops with pineapple and mango frosting inside.

The next birthday: domo kun!

A cake of cake pops. 40+ bite size pieces of happiness and late nights

marshmallow krispie treats to go

late nights, chocolate crumbs, sticky fingers... all worth it for this one wish

and a party isn't complete without a custom made pinata :)

Of course after all the birthday festivities, I was in charge of teacher appreciation week.

for the best teacher in the 2nd grade

Our 2nd grade teacher. He really is the best ever!

I am cake pooped!  No more I say.

People wonder how I have time to do all these.  I thought and I wondered in amazement “how do I find time to do all this?”  I think back at those late nights.  I find the whole house quiet. It’s just me, cake, crumbs, chocolate, and my wild imagination. 

For those hours of molding, painting on faces, melting chocolate, wrapping, and cutting, I found comfort.  For that little bit of time, my mind is fully present to what I was doing.  Not thinking about tomorrow or beating myself up for the things past.  It is a culmination of excitement brewing up.. for I couldn’t wait to see the smiles of the ones who will get to sink their teeth into my creation.  

Who knew cake pops would be a meditation.

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7 Responses to “Finding Comfort in Chaos”

  1. musingsofadisciple June 4, 2011 at 6:00 pm #

    You write, “For that little bit of time, my mind is fully present to what I was doing. Not thinking about tomorrow or beating myself up for the things past. It is a culmination of excitement brewing up.. for I couldn’t wait to see the smiles of the ones who will get to sink their teeth into my creation.”

    It sounds like you had moments of “here and now” during your work. A pat on the back! And — a gentle zen stick — bring a bit of awareness to the part of the mind which would like to “see the smiles” of the recipients.

    Not good — not bad…just another thing to notice.

    Happy meditating!

  2. Y is for Yogini May 24, 2011 at 3:53 am #

    these are freaking amazing. i think you need to open a yoga studio with a cake pops shop inside. i am so serious.

  3. DomesticDharma May 21, 2011 at 6:52 pm #

    oh my word, those pineapple pops are maybe the cutest things ever. You are an artist Nikki!

  4. yoga-adan May 21, 2011 at 10:18 am #

    and i thought it was just me keeping missing you, or my computer dull-mindedly ignoring stuff i’d want to see, or my moving prep to vermont making me skip chunks i didn’t even know i was missing!

    but it was just me, not knowing what wonderful thing you had going -

    “I found comfort. For that little bit of time, my mind is fully present to what I was doing” -

    my only regret, not getting a swipe at that custom made pinata ;-) ok, and maybe some of those cake pops ;-)

    xx

  5. rosemarie healy May 21, 2011 at 7:47 am #

    Those cake pops look delicious and I am wondering how you make them? Do you share recipes? What a great feast of pictures! Rosemarie

  6. lacy May 20, 2011 at 8:56 pm #

    you are the cutest. I love you and your cake pops and you are so allowed to be cake pooped!

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